I'll always be invisible to you.

I hope you understand that I'm not writing this just for the sake of it. Maybe one day you'll find it, believe it was written about you, and maybe you'll realise that you're just a second too late. I've been waiting for you to come around since seventh grade. There was something about you that caught my eye, something so wonderful that made me want to get to know you more. But now we're older, and I still can't get rid of those feelings I had for you. I hate you, you know that? I really do, because when people say if we're going out, it makes me want to snap your neck because you put on this sarcastic act, that we are. You don't know how much I wanted you to ask me. Not to sound desperate though, I just thought you'd return the feelings. But you didn't.

Then she came into the picture, yeah, she's really pretty and people always say you two would end up together, but honestly though? You're both just players. But I don't have a clue why I still think you two are such a cute couple. Confession: I wrote the question about her on your formspring account, obviously it was really stupid of me to do that. Seriously, you two should just go out, make my life a hell of a lot easier if I knew you were taken.

I've given up, I'm quitting. I liked you, nothing happened, I gave up. It's just like that facebook group, but as if I'm going to join it, you'll most likely see it and that would be embarrassing. Five years and I'm tired of acting like something's going to develop, like our friendship will blossom into something more, but it won't. So what's the point in trying?

I have a crush on someone else now, he's in the twelfth grade, his name: I won't mention it, I can't risk anyone finding this. But he's cute, I admire him from afar, at least I find it easier that way, it's not like anything's ever going to happen. I hope everyday that he'll just randomly speak to me, but I can't keep dreaming, this is reality, and fairytales? They don't come true.

I still want him to notice me, at least it would be nice to know someone's interested in me.

And you? Well, you can go fuck any girl you see, because at the moment, I really don't give a fucking shit.

Cinderella, 9.13pm 05.05.10

Is it just a crush?

I'm so confused. He's been in my school since Year 7, and now we're in year 11. I used to have a crush on him when we were seventh graders and every time he was in my class I couldn't help but feel a little bit attracted to him. Today, we sat next to each other in the mall and I don't know why but I'm pretty sure we were flirting. I know that he'll never be interested in me, like dude...he compared me to some pretty chick, with something on her face (I will not reveal) but... ugh, I don't know what to write. Until next time bloggers.

FAREWELL

This is the last time we'll ever be together as one group of friends. One family. I'll miss you all dearly and I'll never want this to end. When we walked out those school gates, we took with us our pride, our faith and our friendship. Four years of high school was really worth it. When I left the school I just wanted to run back in and hug the buildings and the trees. I have pride in my school and the fact that we're moving onto different campuses, just kills my mood. I'll miss you graduating class of 2009. Year 10 I love you.

"Skaters got me"

What pisses me off is the fact that many authors become popular on fiction sites when their stories aren't as good. There is this one person and her story makes no sense and yet, just because another fellow popular writer featured her story, she's getting more views while I'm hardly getting any. Yes, I do write stories, and it sucks when you have to work from scratch to gain popularity. Not that I care or anything, I'm just making a point that why do people become popular when they literally suck?

I'm not trying to defend anyone, I'm simply stating the truth.

Love is like lightning

I have always fancied writing about love. The majority of the things I have to say relate to boys of course and obviously romance. I like to write romantic stories, original and fan-fiction and even though I have never experienced love, I know that:

When love strikes, it will hit you at full force and it will be harder to let go.

"Take the gun from me, before the trigger is pulled"

I think this will be very beneficial in a way. I wonder.

Can't stop thinking about you

He is constantly on my mind. If there is one thing I ever think about all the time, it's him. I have no idea why though, I hardly know him and he's already got me feeling like a stupid love-struck teenage. I hate him for making me feel this way. Why'd he have to be so breath-takingly beautiful. Damn you Jacob.

Love at first sight?

I don't believe in it. It is beyond stupid and I feel sorry for the person who introduced that phrase because if I ever met them, I'd like to bitch slap that son-of-a-gun. How is it possible that you can fall in love at first sight? Honestly you're only falling head over heels for that certain person's looks. How could you establish that the guy/girl is the right one for you just by looking at them. Sure there have been cases where men and women fall in love at first sight because they have found their true soulmates. I hate it when girls suddenly claim that a guy is their dream boy just because they're hot as hell. Personality is what really counts in a person, that's what I believe.